Putting my heart back together

Oh, i came back from my holidays some days ago. I was in Netherlands, France, Spain and Monaco. I really like these countries, especially Netherlands even though the weather was horrible. And i am impressed with Monaco. Wow, when you are in this place you are the part of little big world. Expensive cars, louboutin shoes, dresses from prada, enormous hotels, casino and well... polish girl with dirty vans. (Unfortunatelly my camera broke up so i took only few pictures in Netherlands)

I started school and i am pretty nervous, this year will be the worst year ever. I have to learn a lot to pass my exam, which decides about my future. I don't know what to do after high school and this sucks. My insomnia came back and i feel like a zombie. Today, i went to the shopping centre after school and i saw three little boys who were talking non stop about food and it makes me happy. I just want to be like they, just innocent kid who doesn't care about future, diets, driving licence and stuff like that. It was a little bit stressful day and i need a hot bath. 

I hope you had lovely holidays and your day was better than mine. 

3 komentarze:

  1. Hi dear, I just found your blog! I like it and I like all those photos :)

    Hope you'll visit me, I will be so grateful :)
    Lots ok kisses, Elena

  2. insomnia .____.
    have you ever read "palahniuk - fight club"? (: