You know that feeling when you stare at someone's sad eyes and feel all his pain ? I've never thought i would see my older brother with sad eyes. He is this kind of person who is a lucky beggar and has laughing eyes all the time. But not today, today is different. Today is the first day when his eyes are full of sorrow. He is 24 years old and i've never seen him in this state before. And the only thing i could offer him was hug, but this nothing had changed. I don't understand world, really don't. I hate to see like someone i love suffer. I always feel guilty, even though i know it isn't my fault.